Dear Welcome to HCM We understand your concerns I went through your details. I suggest you not to worry much. I assure you that you do not have any mental issues. You do not have to see any psychiatrist if you keep yourself busy. Sometimes young people have these kind mood problems mainly because of disappointment. Mind you, this is not clinical depression but disappointment. At teen age, human brain is so vibrant and creative, that finding a suitable task becomes very difficult. The tasks at hand are so boring and slow. They become lazy, irritated, angry and disappointed. Coupled may be the affairs and boy / girl friends. Every disappointment contributes to the laziness anger and irritation. Eventually lethargy overwhelms. Thinking and talking about suicide at this juncture is normal, but you should make sure that the behavior is not sustained. You have to find some tasks which keeps you active. If you require more of my help in this aspect, Please post a direct question to me in this website. Make sure that you include every minute details possible. I shall prescribe some psychotherapy techniques which should help you cure your condition further. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck.