hey my names ryan and i have a question about how i act after binge drinking . Im 17, about 70 kilos, i do have a fair bit of experience with drinking, but on rare occasions (its happened 3 times now) when i drink alot of spirits (mainly vodka ) i blank out and have no memory of what i do but im still very active (as in i dont pass out or become drowsy) and i get extremely aggresive ever at my good friends and girlfriend, cause arguments out of nowhere with random people (even people who could very easily hurt me etc). Aswell as getting agressive i have mood swings to become overly emotional, crying etc and no one can control me when i become that way. It doesnt happen everytime i drink, usually im very normal and act in a normal way when im drunk, im friendly, outgoing etc. I have no real past health issues apart from being allergic to peanuts and egg, aswell as migrains which occur every month or so. Is there anything wrong with me? Why does this happen to me?