Hi i would like to ask you if you have any idea as to what the matter is with me as i have been struggling with this for a while and am slighty scared of going to se my doctor... Sometimes i feel like i cant cope with life anymore, i feel absoloutley useless and so low in myself, i will sit and cry all day, but yet i dont know why??? there are days where i feel high as a kite, and just feel the need to enjoy myself, but this is a massive problem as i am almost getting myself into serious debts for this, i cannot stop myself from spending stupid amounts of money on stupid things, i just like the feeling afterwards, then a few days later, it all dawns back on me?