I had a nervous breakdown. I was diagnosed with bi-polar disease with psychotic features. I got paranoid. I have been out of the hospital for 9 months now, and am still struggling to get back to myself. I m on lithium 900 mg., ativan and remeron. I m still pretty depressed and slow. I trudge rather than walk. I don t talk that much. I ve been with a doctor for about 4 months. He s cutting back on ativan, which isn t working that well because I just get over anxious, when I cut back, and added Abilify a couple of months ago. It seems to have helped some, but not a lot. This whole process seems to be taking forever. What would you recommend?