hi,
i created a strong notion that whatever i think.. opposite happens in my life for example- if i think i would study for 4 hours at least then due to some unforeseen circumstances i would definitely not able to complete my committed goal, or if i challenge to excel in some exam then i feel like every energy in the universe start competing with me and no matter how much i work hard there would be a definite failure which would be like a huge setback for me. These things have started creating negative impact on me which either stops me or put me in dilemma while doing any task.