i broke my back 13 years ago, was on morphine 4 9 years, methadone to long got off it was not easy, i want my life back. i live in santa barbara ca. cant find a doctor who will help me, i have i have more problems now than i can deal with all related 2 braking my back u name i have it all bad life is hell dont DOCTORS CARE ANY MORE I ALSO HAD A FAILED SURGERY , MY LIFE REALLY ##%%^%%^