I Have Been Diagionsed With Rocky Moutain Spotted Fever Ive

i have been diagionsed with rocky moutain spotted fever ive ben feeling terrible for months now how long is it from the onset of rmsf to permant damage to my body i have trouble hearing my cordination is off i feel weak ive lost over 20 pounds i cant use the bathroom pee or poop my stomach cramps like im giving birth and having contractions my nose runs all the time and my vision is blurry i feel like i am dying my family doctor has started me on doxicylcine but nothing about the way i feel has really improved