well her we go, I have been in the medical field for some 18 yrs, of and on as a career. I say off and on, due to my priority was my education, which started in 2010, finally graduated in 2015. my concern is hat my first job, I got was a terrible experience, bc I was @ least I thought would fly like an eagle, and manage to get a great position. I was harassed disliked and felt like those individuals were against moe than for me, due to my training was poor and management. I got another opportunity and its seems like the experience of the past rising up once again. So i'm thinking that by me taking care of my personal goals, my education. I feel like I have lost my "sharpness and my grasping direction for my job duties are not flowing in my mind,. I guess fear of failure, and not being the professional that I know I can be. heard one of the co-workers say I must have add or adhd? just bullies. needing answers as to why I feel like my mind is cloudy and I'm not comprehending the job or the instructions presented. I not as quick as I used to be or would like to be. any answers for me?? thank you