Question: Hi I am 48 from Toronto XXXXXXX Canada originally from New Brunswick. I was sexually abused when I was 15 and since that time I sleep a lot, I have also developed every addiction under the sun. At various points of my life I was addicted to pain killers, alcohol, tobacco, video games, gambling simply put whatever was available. I recently (3 months ago) gave up drinking again (a 26er of rum a day) and tobacco (a pack a day), I had quit drinking many years ago for 5 years hence my time with an addictions doctor. I have been on 150mgs of zoloft for over ten years and am not feeling the way I once did. I am now addicted to facebook ap's I am pouring thousands of dollars into one in particular. All the while I am receiving calls from revenue canada because I have not filed my taxes in 4 years, the paperwork sits in unopened bank envelopes in cartons. I get so tired I sleep in my work office every second day, usually for 14 hours then start my work day. I am very depressed and cannot break this current habit of gaming. I am very out going at work but on my time I do not like to associate with others I prefer to be alone. I had an addictions doctor who I do not want to tell I fell off the wagon years ago he can be a bit gruff to say the least. I know that I am on the right track giving up alcohol and smoking but I am frustrated @ the new replacement addiction and my view on life as a whole, I just do not see the point. My family doctor is old school if I went to him he would not understand, so here I sit in a world I created not knowing how or why in my own mental hell. Other then that things are good :)