Question: Are acids produced in the oesophagus?
Have holes in oesophagus and stomach.
Is Omeprazole necessary to prep for endoscopy? on valerian, prone to rarsideeffects

Hi thanks- i asked for endoscopy, GP told me I dont need one, then said I should take it because she though I had acid in oesophagus after vomiting once 5 days ago.
I feel I should not take it as likely to disturb my mental health, give me headaches dizziness and blurred vision that I habe had before woth other medications, and valerian is like diazepam and the instruction say not to take if on diazepam. Also if I vomit now I risk rupturing the healung wounds and it causes vomiting.
GP was going to assess me for urgent referral, howevervI think she is fobbing me off trying to tell me I have acid stomach when I really dont feel that way at all. I vomitef blood onve when things tore on Wed. Since no problem no vomiting limited fluids. Tellimg me I have acod in myboesophagus is nonsense.

I have to care for myself alone at home and if I lose function due to a new drug that is no use.

Hello- thanks for getting back to me.
Here's a chronological history of what is relevant- the stuff about now is at the end. I'm a voice coach and dancer so am rrally body and anatomy aware, and I feel my body in tiny ways in meditation.

I am chronically ill after various forms of domestic abuse. In 2012 My guts are prolapsed due to something that tore inside during being attacked with ghb and sexually assaulted. The GHB relaxed all muscles and ligaments, and many things disclocated; my spine is snapped at L4-5 and C4-5, and MRI's arent showing us much. I was not seen in emergency because I was trapped in the violence by my multiple personality disorder in a childlike state. I had much CSF leakage. I think it is my peritoneum that is torn but have never been scanned. For a couple of years after that incident my abdomen would persistently fill will large volumes of fluid which would then discharge painfully in a flood from my urethra, often if I had a leak at my lumbar. I feel this fluid is outside my bladder and somehow goes through it. More recently the problem had stopped and my bladder had felt normal again.

In 2014 I met a herbalist who poisoned me with aconitum, which is extremely caustic. I aquired a shunt/hole in the mid front of my stomach at the level of fluid in my stomach. I could feel fluids leaking into my abdomen and it swelled up repeatedly discharging from my urethra. I vomited repeatedly and profusely with blood. I decided not to attend hospital becayse they accuse me of being mentally ill (I have PTSD and they are wrong). I ate nothing and drank marshmallow and peppermint tea in frequent small amounts to help the mucosa heal and avoid fluids overflowing the hole. The hold closed partially and scarred to the tissues in front ot it. For a while it felt like it was burning but then it calmed down.

I am on Ashwaganda, a herbal muscle relaxant to stop spasms and panic attacks. I think it is chemically related to GHB as its effects are similar. These things can weaken the muscles so they are easy to tear.

In the last week I fell severely ill with a chlamydia infection. Sore swollen genitals, fever, stomach pain, swollen breasts with sorts, swollen up abdominally. I was given 1000mg Azithromycin.

On Wednesday evening :
An hour after I took the axithromycin I was in the shower and suddenly discharged about 2 litres of fluid from my abdomen via my urethra in about 5 seconds, and was immense pain. My guts fell down inside with a jerk after the fluid left. I was in so much stonach pain anyway that I didnt notice I had had my scarred stomach detached and pulled down from where it had scarred. I ate a large meal. The stomach pain was terrible. I frlt that maybe some food was outside my stomach The weight in my gits was pulling down- I felt a pulling and tearing sensation in the right side of my oesophagus behind my larynx. The pain was excruciating and sharp.
I decided to drink a glass of water to test whether I was leaking. I felt the water leave the old hole in the front of my stomach into my abdomen and it swelled up, and I felt water leave my oesophagus at the tear and trickle down outside it.
My abdomen swelled again and I rapidly discharged at least a litre of fluid with much pain.

Later that night I vomited profusely with some blood. I had diarrheoa also woth some blood.

I decided not to attend A&E due to a history of serious abuse by psychiatric and social services who alwats pounce on me there are try to take me away without physical treatmebt and chose to care for myself.

I couldnt sip water without it leaking so decided to go nil by mouth to see if the holes would seal and bathe for fluid exchange. I went Nil by mouth approx 12 hours.
During this time I had type of neurological crisis of much bubbling and popping in head and old neck scar on spinal cord leaking CSF and bubbling and head lympahtics clicking with goop and sense of infection clearing and loads of fluid exiting my brain into lymph which made me lose function for many hours.
Thursday
Things started to feel like there was sonething starting to bridge the holes but it was fragile. I made a suck drip and drank marshmallow chamolile and peppermint tea drop by drop over many hours and bathed for fluids.
Burning up and nornal and clammy by turns.
After a while i started to feel braver and sipped water with sugar dissolved to coat throat and give stomach something to digest. I kept habing only XXXXXXX amounts. I ate a couple of morsels for collagen. It hurt. A lot.

Friday
I kept taking on flyids by sipping and it felt like the leaks had stopped. Very sore amd fragile both sites.
Picking anthing up with right had resulted in pain in r side of neck at site.
Burning up normal and clammy by turns.

Continued resting over the weekend. Each night nil by mouth approx 12 hours. Kept drinking tiny flyids of sugar water and medicinal tea, but increasing the amounts. Able to take my anti depressant 5HTP and anti anxiety herb tablets again. Ate timy amounts of banana and avocado- reasonably painful. Lots of pain in r side of neck especially if lifting or turning.
The weight of yhe food in my gut hurts my neck wound.
I had been feelimg both holes sealed over and feeling stronger and see them in my mind knitting.

Last night tried eating veg stock quarter of boiled carrot and a few chickpeas. Tremendous swelling of upper abdomen and pain.

Saw GP this morning- she was rushed and I dont think she could really take it all in what I was telling her.
She said I didnt need endoscopy and seemed to be going down the route of attempting to tell me about reflux.
I'm a singer. As teachers we study reflux becayse it can affect the voice if it is prologed and chronic. I sometimes get acid stomach and geartburn very rarely and if i do it is intoleranoe and I take rennies.
I have neither acid stomach nor reflux, my whole oesophagus isnt sore, i havd no heartburn, and I havent vomited in months apart from wednesday night. The likelihood that my oesphagus is damaged by acid is extremely unlikely. I have looked after myself thoroughly at any time of stonach acidity due to not wanting to danage my vocal tract.

On my way out of the GP surgery I liftend my bag with my right arm. I howled in pain as i felt something tear and detach from a small muscle in the side of my neck.
When i drank it yirned out yhevseal on the oesophageal wound was sound and it seems that it had scarred to the muscle and detached when I lifted the bag.

Then i stpudly ate part of a sanwuch and it hurt enormously as it felt like some part of the seal inside the oesophagus like acscab came off and i swallowed it. It felt raw and i could feel sonething trickling down inside the oesophagus. That has stopped now. I drank and the seal is still not letting any water throygh so I must have only partially damaged it.
Drinking more sugary medicinal tea has eased the pain. The pain is sharp aching and has not stopped for 4 hours.

I think it extremely unlikely that I have ulcers of any sort.

The stomach pain is much less now.

I am worried about not being able to eat normal size meals in future becayse of the weight pulling on the scars.
I am worried abott not being able to do neck stretches to sing without tearing the scar.
I am wirried about the pain of lifting things.
And I'm hungry :(

I seem to be healing these wounds with semi-stidied visualisation of how they should heal directing the flow of energy and matter to the sites.
Your consviousness of their healing might help they heal properly instead of scar

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Look mate, expressing multiple litres of fluid and voniting and shitting blood are not a delusion.
You are extremely arrogant and patronising.
Arrogant beyond belief. You are making massive assumptions and you have obviously never had a trauma in your life that you have healed.
If is a statable fact that there are some people in this life who are physically abusive to others because they choose to be for a warped sense of power or enjoyment. There is a percentage of such people in every walk of life, greater in some walks of life than others. What's happened to me is just bad luck. I am a long time from being upset about it because it was years ago and fyi I've every kind of therapy physical emotional and spiritual that anyone could possibly have and I no longer have any emotional or body nervous attachment to ANY of the information I gave you. It is INFORMATION, not a stick to beat me with. You asked for a full case history, i gave you the facts. None of that is obsession: i'm giving you my nursing notes because I'm my own nurse, amd being professional about it. The reason why I have PTSD is none of your business, and the fact that it doesnt respond to medication and only the anxiety symptoms can be treated with herbs is just a fact.
I have an overactive adrenal system and I have no emotipnal attachment yo that at all it is just a fact. It is under control amd that is none of your business.

The herbalist I met was on aconitum himself for severe pain and had a high tolerance to it. He took some and kissed me, whether deliberately or not I cannot say. That he poisoned me is a fact. That i knew how to clear the toxins from my kidneys with herbs meant I survived a week of hellish pain nursing myself back to health. You can take a flying leap off a short pier if you think so wrongly that it never happened. You HAVE NO RIGHT to try to tell me that what has happened to me never happened. Your attitude is offensive! I'm PAYING YOU and you have the arrogance to br offensive!

Your business is to stop being so arrogant and making assumptions that you lnow everything and to actually scientifically enquire as to WHY I have been gushing fluid on every occasion that I get an infection since I was injured 5 years ago.

You obviously have concentrated on mentally artacking me instead of taking in the scientific facts of what I have told you. My body sensayions habe gone from normal for me to what I habr clearly stated and I want your opinion about holds in the stomach and iesophagus and whether I'm physicall healing and if not what to do about it not some absolute total rubbish about ulcers!
I told you something is torn inside me from 5 years ago and that is probably my peritoneum.

If you were swelling up like a fruit you would want a doctor who has a clue, not some fool

Thanks. Very infornative.

I feel my acquired shunts are healing and the pain has stopped at those sites. I am managing mych more fluid and small amounts of food. I'm tsking rennies just in case.
The swelling in my stomach is most likely due to the chlamydia which is still on its way out.

I don't know what is torn inside- i believed that is was muscle and a physio told me no, but she was the woman whobdidnt believe the peritoneum existed and so may just been wrong. So perhaps it is muscle after all.

I've had no further vomiting or bleeding amd no reflux so I think I can give the endoscopy a miss, but an abdominal MRI sounds wise in due course but isnt urgent as it is an old injury that feels scarred ipen and has not bedn painful for a year or two.

If I had anarsaca then it must be due to chlamydia, as my liver bloods were fine.
My lower abdomen had stopped swelling and urinating feels more normal again.

Do you agree?