Hi ,
My name is John, i hav been masterbating since age of 4 with a frequency of atleast 4 times a day, it went ON and when i was of 8 years i use to peep into bathrooms, feel sleeping girls around, i was quite attracted toward females, had a strong inner feeling to feel them while they were sleeping or awake.

Also started peeping into bathrooms, it affected my studies a lot , i m 29 now and masterbates around 4 times a day.

3 years before i had a epliptic attack, which i ignored and did not take medicenes, now i had a severe attack and then MRI was done pitutory macro adenoma was also found along with epilepsy, Doctors say it is unrelated, but still my masterbation habbit is ON, its affecting my married life also, i have becomed short tempered, my work is getting affected, i only hav in mind how can i fondle a female or may be peep into. I also take chancs and fondle sleeping girls....
what i feel is due to excessive masterbation there is more prolactin or what you call as GH or zinc discharge from the body, which leads to imbalance the neuro transmitters or the prolactin levels and leads to macro adenoma and i also think that excessive masterbation has led me to epilepsy.... my eye sight are 6/6....

i m also use to watch porn....thats also an habbit i want to leave....


currently medication for eplepsy and tumor is going on.
i know its bad...and i want to get out of this....all u gr8 people sitting out there help....please help

James