ive had a ear infection for a year and just resently had aculture done and it was positive for mrsa ive had odd things for the year happen like a lot of clear stuff coming out my ear a beige yellowish powder substance coming out my ear and recently the tips of my fingers have been going numb and white and my head gets swollen my neck turns bluish and it seems that my whole body starts to secrete this clear stuff its not really wet but i can feel the weight from whatever it is that im secreting weigh down the fabric frommy sheets or the weight of it in my towl when i drain it from my er now ithas turned into more of a yellowis color and when i take a hot show it start to pour i feel it buid up in my throat almost chocking me the er doesnt believe and always send me home with anitibiotics today i took a showr and felt somthing weir somthing burst in my throat and ALOT of pussy fluid came out my ears and i swolled some of it. i dont know what to do i have no insurance or a famlie dr. so i usally have to go to the er and tey dont take me seriously at all they dont even really look at me what should i do im afaird its gonna get into brain area and im gonna die cause noone will help me.