hello sir,
i am 19years old girl and i have a boyfriend.I am very tensed,depressed,stressed these days,my exams are going on but i could not pay attention to it,i am becoming so ill by thinking this
i don't remember may be i was 8 or 9 yrs old when my cousin use to take me on scooter & he use to masturbate himself by rubbing himself to me,i don't remember properly but i am sure that it was not sex,rarely he use to come to home
Then i was addicted to that and started masturbating with a pillow it lasts for only some months because i realized that it was wrong
my family is very religious if they will know about this they will scold me so much,i have some questions please help me
1.will i bleed on my first night?
2.masturbating with pillow harmed my hymen?
3.do masturbating girls don't bleed?