hi. im only 13 years old but i use khaini. i have started using this since i was 8 or 7. i know its not nice but i couldnt quit it. i have 5 sisters including me and they all use khaini except my big sis and i dont remember how i started but i think i started doing this in young age because my family did it. im so worried about my life. i dont wanna die or anything, i wanna live my life but everytime i feel like doing khaini. khaini makes me stay active. when im about to go to my friend house or anything, i really need that or else i will feel different like i feel like i m tired and not active. i have tried so many times to quit using this but i cant. my mom and sis found out this last year and this year to and they always tell me dont use it its bad for you they convince me and yeah i do get convince but than my brain says i need khaini so i just do it. i really really wanna quit it please give me some advice to stop this and please dont say to talk to my family or friends or a doctor because im so scared i feel like they are gonna hate me and stuff so please not that. i have tried alot to quit this but it seems like i cant. im always praying about this problem but it doesnt work. i feel like im gonna die and please could u tell me what will happen if i keep on using khaini? please help me. thank you !