Yes I ve felt depressed for a long time now, I don t even want to get out of bed I have panic attacks high anxiety. I ve always had this but in the past year and 3 months I lost my dad to a horrible car accident I lost my aunt 3 months after my dad then I lost my Nana the next month so in 4 months I lost all of them is more hard with my dads death I can t sleep is just a lot of things