Hello Dr. I am a mother of 3 and grandmother of 2. I am turning 50 on the 18th of this month. I was a soccer mom for many years, diagnosed with MS 14 years ago. Some years ago I had pain and was prescribed hydrocodone. Until that point had NEVER taken a pain med not even after total natural childbirth. I found myself getting used to them and overtime they were increased. My doctor is also a friend of mine and I felt so ashamed telling her how I was feeling. I decided to see a doc not affiliated for suboxone. I thought I would be able to get through this without her knowing but now that I am weaning off of it my blood pressure is high and having terrible heart palpitations. I'm scared and feel I have no where to turn. Please advise me, thanks.