Don't think about your pregnancy as a fault or a mistake. It's a gift. So many women would do anything to get pregnant but they can't. You will be surprised how much love you will have for the baby you are going to give life to. Another thing is if you really have noone to help you with it. It can be pretty hard to go through pregnancy and birth without any support., but I promise you you will be rewarded and happy. In any case, don't be silly Honey, don't even think about killing yourself or hurting the baby. Either have a baby and if you really can't keep him/her, give the baby to a family that desperately wants to have one (and there are lots of them, trust me) or leave him at the hospital and they will take care of him. Talk to your doctor, friend, if you can't talk to your parents. Extreme way out is an abortion, which is better than killing yourself, but thiink twice before you make this decision. Many women regret it later. It's your life and it's your choice. Stay strong and everything will be fine! We all have bad days and even months or years, but it all goes away. You will be happy again!!! Good luck!