I have several medical problems where I am in bad pain. I do not eat when I am in pain because I will vomit up my food. I'm losing aa lot weight. I'm 4'11" and I weigh 90 pounds. I'm having trouble getting my doctor to put me on pain medication. Prior to this doctor I was on the Duragesic patch for 11 years and I stayed on the same dose. the family doctor who was giving me this medication referred me to a pain doctor and he will not give me anything for pain. I have tried many other medications where I had adverse reactions to them. 20 years ago I was taking inflammatory drugs and I almost died from a bleeding ulcer and had to have a blood transfusion. doctors worry about addiction yet they don't take into consideration that being in bad pain is slowing killing me. will I die from not eating