I was at my friends house and we were watching tv and laying with eachother and he reached to grab another mountain dew but his hand touched my penis... I was suddenly aroused and got a hard on while we were laying on his bed... he thank god he didnt notice so we layed for a while. His mom told us it was bed time so we had to change into our pajamas and he doesnt wear underwear under his pajamas so when we changed i saw his penis and it was HUGE!! I suddenly stared at it for a while in a trance. He didnt notice that i was staring though so we were done changed and we got into bed and he layed on his side and when adjusting his hand he brushed across my underwear and felt my boner... he said "o my god.. ur so big" I got really hard then and i grabbed his penis and stroked it as we kissed with tongue. he told me to take off my underwear and stand on four legs. he got behind me and poked my butt hole with the tip of his big penis and he suddenly pushed really hard and his penis went in my ass! I screamed! "HOLY COW" and he got mad and punched me in the back of the head while he was still thrusting into my ass. he said "shutup you little whore". I think he didnt want to wake up his mom in the other room. but he my underwear and stuffed them into my mouth so i couldnt make noise. he kept thrusting in me and spit on his hand then rubbed it down his cock so it would slide in my ass easier. he stopped and took my underwear out of my mouth and told me to put my mouth on his penis. He forced my head against his penis and it was going deep in my throat. he stopped then lifted his legs up in the air to reveal his asshole. he told me to "eat it out"... I didnt want to but he slapped me and forced my head into his ass. I struggled for a while but i got used to it and after a few minutes he came out of his penis and all the sperm got in my hair. we cleaned up and layed back down to sleep and we slept till morning and i went home.

should I do something about what happened? I think im kinda gay and im super christian so that couldnt be... Is what I did gay? is it normal to like penis in ur mouth? Pls help super awkward!!!