I've never had any type of sexual encounter i have never even kissed a boy before. I am having some bad anxiety over this and i don't even think it is possible but i don't know. I guess everyone in there life has at least experimented with themselves before like touched themselves. I got home one day and decided to masturbate, but after i realized i forgot to wash my hands before hand and i'm having anxiety over it because what if i touched one of the door handles or railings and a man forgot to wash his hands after he did it and touched the railing or door handed and that got on my hand and i didn't realize it. My head keeps saying that what if i am.