Please Please Help Me, I Had Laser Lithrotripsy For Kidney

Please please help me, I had laser lithrotripsy for kidney stones a few years ago. The pain and discomfort I'm in is becoming unbearable . One consultant who has now retired, told me he had hit the kidney whilst doing the procedure the other is saying it's all in my head but refusing to see me. I've been told I have server nerve damage from pain consultant. I'm on buckets of medication with no diagnosis. Please can you explain what damage a holmium laser can do if not precise when doing the procedure ?? What is the pain I am suffering? It's like waves of pain , each morning takes me ages to get out of bed from laying down, I can't sleep, my life has been ruined from the procedure . I'm going out my mind trying to solve my situation. Please can you help me turn in the right direction to understand what they have done to me?