hi i think im going mad im 21 and im worried im a risk to the public iv had teatment for depression and anxiety in the past and mental heath evaluation but in the las to years things have gone from bad to worse i have dreams about 3 to 5 times a week where i look down at my self killing people in nasty ways i didnt even know were in my head i enjoy it at the time of the dream but not when i wake up i feel a conection at the time and can see there faces as they die and it doesnt bother me iv had these dreams for around 7 years but in the last 2 years i have been dealing with my head i started to get my voices come through in my head its me talking to me but in a lower tone it was speradic at first and i didnt even know it was my voice but is been geting stronger and to voices tho the second is rear to hear but i cant help but listen and agree when it says things like stamp on her head and see how long it takes for the clear stuff to come out her ears it will be intresting i cant argue with it its just there but it takes all my will not to react i dont want to her people but the barrier is coming down i also get mood swings out burst of violence I.E ill punch a wall and the feeling you get before a fight when you start to shake and you know wot you get to do next but i get excited like a kid i have random sweats and shakes wot do i do im confused and can feel a different side to me wanting to take over the good part of me what do i do ?