suffering anxiety and depression off work nearly 12 months -went to retreat to come off Lexapro and paxam as I was very depressed and slightly suicidal - sickness in last 12 months or more thyroid underactive, operation for bening tumor in uterus 2013 - depression most of life - insomnia most of life. taking stilnox for sleep now, and valium as needed which I try not to take - most days are bad, some good - but crippling anxiety re going anywhere having to make decisions, teary, scared. have commenced 1/2 cipramil last 4 days - not sure where that will go. and relying on sleepers at night. trying everyday to do normal things but get so exhausted and flat. my gp away until 8 sept - just wanting some feedback