Hi Welcome to HCm
I have gone thru your query regarding your problem . I can understand your concern .
Dear , ups and downs come and go in your life . One should not sit back and watch helplessly and sink till the point of no return .
Wake up and fight back . I will not ask you , under what circumstances you have been kicked out of school .
But only thing I would like to suggest is to mug up your wits and start anew
Life is beautiful ,, live gorgeously .Shun all negative thinking . Be useful to others - family and friends .
Wake up early morning , go for long walk ,to detoxify your body and mind .Start exercising ,
yoga ,pranayam - deep breathing , practice of
meditation , reciting OOOOUM will give you strength and self confidence .
Take nourishing simple meals with fruit and green veges and lot of water frequently .
Take your friend or family in confidance .
It is advised to see a social worker in nearby area for further guidance .
Hope this helps solves your query .Take care , All the best God Bless .Wish Get well soon .
Don't hesitate to get back if have any further query .