Hi, may I answer your health queries right now ? Please
after a personal trauma i eventually discovered i had synesthetic experiences. involving art and music. i was oppressed as a child emotionally and creatively. i went on to get a top degree in art, i was seeing some1 from a famous rock band and went on tour with them. i was elated and created original art, which gained me a distinction. i knew the 2 were related. i then had a car accident, got PTSD and lost my synesthesia, i am devastated and broken hearted. like i'm back to being that oppressed child. i still make art and it is good, but ive lost that special quality and enthusiasm and 'hysteria' which motivated me. which keeps my depression going. it's as if i am bi-polar, but cannot get 'up' again.