i need someones opinion i have epilepsy, depression copd, and the last 3-6 months i feel like i dont want to be around anymore i feel like im just a big problem to everyone around me i just want to go to sleep and not wake up im on alot of medication i take predisone,levaquin,paroxetine, topiramate,keppra,nadolol,buspirone,hydrocortisone i think i need some opinions for me to do please help