I'm 21, I've been depressed for 7 years after my grandma died. I could never concentrate at school and dropped out. I have problems sleeping. I pace all night I'm always nervous, I have no friends, I'm afraid to go out and interact with people. I cut myself, I get mad for no reason, I cry a lot, I'm depressed all the time. I was born with spial menjitus, and my father was depressed and commited suicide when I was 5.