I am 24 years old. I have been addicted to pain pills since I had surgery for my crohns disease in 2008. Since my insurance ran out I have been buying pain pills on the street. A few weeks ago I went to jail for possession of narcotics I had bought for myself. Since I got in trouble with the law I ve decided to stop taking the pain pills. In addition a year ago I believe I started to become depressed. I am never happy anymore, I don t enjoy life anymore. I have had thoughts about suicide but I have never attempted it. I have no health insurance and no money to pay for a doctor visit. So on top of the pain pill addiction I am also very depressed and have high anxiety. I cannot sleep much anymore, my appetite has went down a lot and overall I just feel lost , I feel like I m completely doomed and I have no way out. I would jus like some advice on what I can do. I live in Spartanburg South Carolina.