Hello Sir, I am writing this mail at around 2 am,this demonstrate my urge to have conversation with specialist. I had history with chronic depression which I overcame soon.I had job and quit that in order to prepare for GRE examination. I have been under extreme pressure as I am new to Gurgaon and hardly know anyone and at verge of career transition. I stay alone in room and prepare.My routine doesn t involve much of communication via phone. I have been doing pretty well but for past one week I am been extremely low,so upset that I cant be upset anymore. There are couple of reasons behind it and those reasons are quite prevalent to make me feel crestfallen.I am struggling, although financially supported by my father I stay alone and have cut off my friend circle from previous so that I may not revive any symptoms. I moved from Bangalore to Gurgaon and although I dont like city,I am pushing myself hard to stay focused. For past one week I cried my eyes out so much that I am not able to feel anything now.This is not good symptom..feeling nothing is first significant symptoms of my depression.I don t wish to talk to my family because they wont understand how difficult it is to focus on studies with depression clinging inside your head.Your focus deteriorate and you can t process anything. I don t need doctor who can write me medicines but someone I can talk to.I am very reserved and dont disclose much of what I feel go anyone.Please help!! I don t want depression to again ruin my career it destroyed 6 months of my time. Please help!! Regards Shreya 0000