Dear Welcome to HCM We understand your concerns I went through your details. I suggest you not to worry much. Why are you saying besides depression? Did anybody diagnose you for depression? Crying Without becoming sad could not be depression. Depression patients usually are sad mostly with crying occasionally. Other wise, the present condition could just be due to disappointment about your simple social phobia. Please visit a psychologist for correct diagnosis. If you require more of my help in this aspect, Please post a direct question to me in this website. Make sure that you include every minute details possible. I shall prescribe the needed psychotherapy techniques which should help you cure your condition further. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck.