I have been to several Tucson Arizona Hospitals over the years, only to have my health concerns and pain totally ignored. I believe that I have been suffering from acute bacterial meningitis for over sixteen years without any medical treatment for the disease. My symptoms have always been severe and the list is long. Extreme pain in base of skull, neck, spine and tailbone, being a constant pressure type pain, with sharp Knife-like slicing and stabbing. Extreme lose of appetite, nausea with severe abdominal pain and cramping- even drinking water. Feet and arm pits constantly swet, even when i m cold, resulting in severe body chills and usually shock. Hearing lose due to severe tenitis: Loud ringing in many patterns or rhythms and many tones. I usually only understand about 20% of a normal conversation. Lately, I ve been experiencing pain in my eyes with blurred vision lasting 2-10 mins. Feel sharp pain in spine when putting all my weight on right leg and have walked with a cane for about sixteen years, now i require a walker. For about the last year my pain has been completely unmanageable, and I have basically been housebound. Due to hearing loss, I was forced to get SSI and state funded healthcare. I do not currently have a primary care physician, and am a shut-in. I went to Northwest Medical Center ER 2 weeks ago, and tried to get some help with my pain and appetite lose, because i have stopped eating solid foods, eating very little- once every 2-3 days. The prescribed Tromadol for pain and Carafrate Liquid for the stomach. Followed dosage instructions for two doses of each, and suffered the worst vomiting episode of my life, lasting 50 mins; rolling around on the floor puking on everything unable to even catch my breathe. What do you suggest i do to keep from dying soon?