i always feel depressed, lone. my mind is always running with suicidal thoughts even i tried it once. i am not happy with my marital life, its been 1.5 years of my marriage and still Iam on the same place...from where I can not go back nor I can move further. its killing me inside. I know that Iam not alright but having a kind of shame to go and see a doctor. having endless sleepless nights, Iam forgetting things easily, unable to concentrate. small things can hurt me badly, pls do help me.