Hello Welcome to HCM First of all I want to psychoeducate you that Masturbation is completely a safe practice. It has nothing to do with poor health, loss of potency or infertility. It doesn t result in pre-mature ejaculation. It is also not the reason of small size of penis. Penis size is different in different people. It varies with race, ethnicity. It is the erection which maters and not the size. If you are getting enough erection then there is no need to use gels or creams which claim to increase the size. I would advise you that size can t be increased by local creams or gels. There is no need to use these things. Confido is a good herbal medicine with good results though not much research studies are available. It is a herbal medicine and as you have mentioned that you want to stop using it. You can stop using it any time. There will be no withdrawal effects or risk. Hope I solved all your queries. Thanks