hey uh this is the first time doing so i hope i can explain .i'm always sad most of them at age 10 i thought about killing myself bc my parents have some sort of not liking twards me they cherish my sibling and i'm just i guess disliked .age 23 and it's still the same gotten worse even i don't trust people much and i just like seetting alone i don't like to communicate with my parents that much or even siblings .so yeah