Dear Welcome to HCM We understand your concerns I went through your details. I suggest you not to worry much. Anxiety is a disorder and not a disease. You point out that you are suffering from anxiety throughout life and managed without medication. But why did not you take further steps to alleviate anxiety with the help of some psychologists and therapists? That is bad. If you try hard, anxiety can be overcome within months. Relaxation and training to face the situation and knowing life is the key. Cognitive Behavioral Therapy is the remedy. You do not have to continue medication as you never had it. Just relax, understand the anxiety, feel it, distance it, learn to enjoy it and learn to set priority. I shall help you. for more http://psychocure.webs.com/. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck.