Dear Welcome to HCM We understand your concerns I went through your details. I suggest you not to worry much. Panic disorders are related to anxiety. Once you identify the root cause, anxiety and panic attack are curable even without medicines. Psychotherapy is the answer for these. Change in lifestyle and living with the circumstances and living in it. Schizophrenia is also curable. Marriage between you and your girlfriend is possible. But there is always the risk of hereditary run causes. Consult your psychiatrist for further details. Please post a direct question to me in this website. Make sure that you include every minute details possible. I shall prescribe some psychotherapy techniques which should help you cure your condition further. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck.