Well to stay on the topic of xanex, or any benzo to to help with my drug induced anxiety. I am afraid I have damaged my brain from heavy LSD and ecstasy abuse. What I can't wrap my head around is any time I tried a stimulant I had a normal reaction, but after a few times my anxiety would be so severe that I could walk out if my house and wouldn't recognize the environment. Where to go, I appeared as if I was mentally challenged. Now add 5 mg to using meth I could have a political debate with you. Otherwise I would hide in my room only hearing my heart pounding and whole body shaking, Lastly, I would forget anything I recently learned after a binge, till I downed boos +benzos. Any explanation? And working on healing my brain.