Dear Welcome to HCM We understand your concerns I went through your details. I suggest you not to worry much. From the description, I can say that you are troubled with anxiety disorder. Possibly Generalized Anxiety Disorder (GAD). For GAD, is a disorder, and not a disease, medicinal treatment may not work. Many researches and researchers confirm that medicines alone cannot cure mental disorders. Life style changes, change in thinking pattern, relaxation etc are as essential as medicines. Psychotherapy can help you changing your lifestyle and thinking patterns. Yoga and meditation help you to streamline your metabolism and neurological balance. Please consult a psychologist for further information. If you require more of my help in this aspect, Please post a direct question to me in this website. Make sure that you include every minute details possible. I shall prescribe the needed psychotherapy techniques which should help you cure your condition further. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck.