Im 15 size 10, sometimes a 12, im a fat tramp i feel really unhappey and i wnat to lose weight like seriously big time, i throw up after eating majority of the time and when im in shcool i dont eat anything, but for some reason im not losing weight. W ere can i get like weight lose tabelets? Should i start takin heroin to help lose weight, i alreay take other drugs. Vicotria Beckham is my idol, id do anything to look like her im 5ft 3