Hello thanks for asking from HCM You have depression and this is probably the reason for many psychosexual beliefs. Poor psychosexual-education is one of the main reason for abnormal beliefs. The medicines like Fluoxetine and Clonazepam are good medicines for depressive symptoms and will help in reducing anxiety also. You have habit of watching pornograhic movies and as the habit is causing significant distress I would suggest to go for behaviour therapy and counselling to reduce the undesired habit. There is no need to fear from impotence. If you are getting enough erections then there is no need to fear from other symptoms like Dhat Syndrome or Bent penis. Slight bend is considered as normal in penis and this is found in most of individuals. This bent cant cause abnormality in intercourse. Both testis are also not found on same level on normal individuals and if you have level difference then its normal. Don t think about these things and other complaints like itching again and again. For Dhat Syndrome you should consult a psychiatrist. Abnormal beliefs are main reasons for this psychosexual illness. Medicines like Fluoxetine (you are already on this medicine) or Paroxetine have excellent roles in Dhat Syndrome. Thanks, hope this helps you. Take Care and spend your time in doing constructive activities and don t think about these things again and again.