hi doctors ,i am a man ,i'm 22years old with 1.83cm height and 55kg weight ,i smoked weed for the first time of my life 22months ago when i smoked it i really felt weird and scared and i start telling my friends 'what is happening to me ' its like my mind was geting off and after 5min it gets on its like the scenes were reapeting i was felt also so cold , i really felt like my mind been damaged and i"m gonna lose my memory ,now after two months i still don't feel normal ,sometimes i forgot some moments of my day i feel like things are not real and maybe i'm already dead i'm having trouble when i sleep like nightmares ,insomnia ....so i would really apreciate your help because its like i don't know what to do about it !thank you!