No one knows but I have an eating disorder. I don't even know if it exists. I love to eat, but I also love to be thin. I go into phases of binging, and than I starve myself. I can eat a lot for 2 days, than eat nothing for 2 days. It happens often that I do not eat during the whole day. But I don't feel weak from it. I actually feel sick when I eat most of the time ( except when I'm eating compulsively, in that case, I feel sick after). I don't like eating in public. Either I eat too little, or Too Much. Either way, People notice that it's not normal. I want to be healthy. But I also like when I can see my ribs. When I don't eat, it's not hard at all, I am truly not hungry. Therefore I don't think it is anorexia because I am not purposely starving myself. I do know that I have a problem, but I don't know what to do, or what my problem is called. Please help me.